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Friday, September 30, 2005

My First Time With Cadavers

On Wednesday, we had a practical session which was an introduction to dissection. I never knew that even dental students had to deal with cadavers and study them as well.

It was absolutely repulsive.

The university has 10 India-imported bodies floating in two tanks(5 bodies in each tank) filled with formalin for the past four years in a store room behind the anatomy dissection hall. The bodies are in pieces and limbs are detached and floating in the murky brown formalin liquid. The colour of the liquid is no different from those of the dirtiest drain water.

You know, I thought I was brave. I tried to tell myself: This is science. It's only science.

When the door to the storeroom opened, the strong foul smell of formalin rushed up my nostrils and I immediately reached for an extra facial mask. I stepped into the room with a few of my course mates. A few of us were grasping each other's hands

The tank was about the size of the common water tank they have in the national service bathrooms. I mean it fits FIVE (dead)grown men! I peered into the tank and the immediate thought that came into my head was, "Ei, like pak cham kai(steamed
 chicken) like that." Some of the skin on the face was still intact but it was peeling, revealing grey coloured muscles beneath. Some parts of the abdomen was exposed so that the intestines can be seen. Another body had its thoraxic cavity revealed. I could make out the now grey lungs. The top most cadaver still had the skin(you can still make out the native of the person who once owned that piece of skin) which covered his genitals and the dick was you know, still there. It was peeking out from the darkness of that yucky formalin liquid. Jimmy said, "Eh, don't keep looking lah, later stand how?". He peered closer and then he said, "Eh, quite big also ar!"

The scariest bit is seeing the skin tattered and peeled, hanging of whatever that's left of the muscles. It was a sickly white. No different from the skin of the drumsticks that you fine in the supermarkets.

I couldn't take it anymore because I knew if I looked at it any longer and continued inhaling the pungent formalin plus the imaginary stench of the cadavers, I'd probably puke my guts out. Pardon the pun.

Lydia was making gagging and retching noises the moment she ran out of the store room. She was not trying to be funny! I was on the verge of throwing up myself.

Then the caretaker opened a container and revealed chopped body parts. We saw an entire head amidst the other body parts and it was split right down the middle and it opens like a, well, a book. The caretaker lifted up the head and the cadaver's disembodied head had its eyes closed as if deep in meditation and the caretaker said, "You'll be learning a lot about the head. Especially the head." Gulp.

He showed us one halve and we could see what was once a brain, now half of it and it consists of soft mass. We could even see half the tongue, the nasal cavity, eye sockets and other unidentifiable regions. The colour ranged from pale white, cream,
grey, brown and dark grey. When you put the two halves together and peer at its face, you'll be damn freaked out because the skin is still intact. Even the ears were still there! The caretaker said we could even touch the parts if we wanted to! Oh my

We then lined up and put on some surgical gloves. Some of them wanted to touch it with their bare hands and yes, you can do that. Ughhh!! The first part which I prodded was the brains and it was soft and squishy. But not as disgusting as I thought.

Then another course mate, Andy, said, "You know the tongue can be extended to quite a great length?" and with that he pulled at the tongue and tried to extend it. I touched the tongue and it was still limp and soft. Ughh. Someone else flicked the
ears and it was almost as if the ears were made of rubber because it even gave a slight oscillation!! It's still got bits of hair left on the ears and on the scalp. We flipped the head around so that the face was facing up. Harveen tried to pry open the cadaver's eyes and HOW DO YOU KNOW?? IT STILL HAS EYEBALLS. ARGHHHHH!!! It was a sickly shade of translucent gray. Almost like the ones you see on those stale fishes in the marketplace.

Harveen checked out the rest of the body parts in the container. She found a hand and lifted it up, wanting to give it a shake, but got such a rude shock when the loose mass from inside the hand spilled out. UGHHH..UGHHH. I think I am going to
be sick again.

She did take some pictures of the parts with her handphone but I remember reading somewhere that taking pictures of cadavers is illegal and so, I'm sorry, there won't be photos to be shared online.

To tell you the truth, I was afraid to be left alone downstairs back in the hostel because I kept seeing the loose skin hanging off from the cadaver's body.

Maybe in time to come I'll be able to maintain a more professional attitude towards cadavers.

But for now..UGHHHHHH!!! What an experience though!

Some pics of me fooling around in the dissection hall. None of the cadavers though!!

Me posing with our residential skeleton.

Lishen wants to too.

l-r: Cze-Yin, Ah Skeleton(English name is Skelly, must be said in a Hongkee slang), Me trying to have a quick one with Ah Skeleton.

Narjit literally rubbing shoulders with Ah Skeleton.

Ah Skeleton did not try to resist my attempts to make out with him.

Editted at 1.48pm: Would you believe it? I'm in the dissection hall now blogging from the computer there. I just touched the four year old cadaver mass with my barehands and damn the mouse feels sticky now. HAHAHA. EUGHHHHH!

Jayelle's back and neck ached at 2:04:23 pm

October 3, 2005   05:20 PM PDT
oh gawd, JO!! that's so gross..*feels faint* if only i didnt read word for word and created pictures in my head. >.<" bleah. i salute u woman! *salutes* anyways, i'm still working with my dad's friend! heading to monash sunway next year. DAMN LONG WAIT AH. i'm depending on your blog to keep entertain at work. ahaha! :)
October 1, 2005   06:36 PM PDT
I so admire u girl..I wouldn't have the guts to enter a room filled with human body parts..Not to mention touch them?! I salute u!! Heheh
October 1, 2005   06:16 PM PDT
amanda: i thought i'd get them as well..!

bawangmerah: ahah cannot tahan ke?

kimberlycun: i was afraid to be left alone, but i could sleep.

meldee; i only turn on this special power when I am without my camera.:D that's what happened with my national service entries.

esther: yea tell me about it

expectation: that's the spirit. *motions weakly*

Feli: but it's all an experience, no?

simon: he might be abit skinny,but he's a nice guy.:)

Giant Sotong: they are certainly not great.

belacans: want me to bring one home for u?

yuin: and u think i had a good time in KFC later that day??

c.ho: really, it was an enjoyable albeit scary experience. will be doing it again.

pingz: haha, thanks..:D
October 1, 2005   05:36 PM PDT
2 words... oh my..
you touched a brain! thats erm.. interesting haha... brave girl!
October 1, 2005   02:52 AM PDT
pak cham kai is too beautiful. please.. don't sacrilege it..heheheh

my goodness.. my skin is crawling. i would not have been able to do what you did dear. you are just too brave.. with bare hands??!! yuck..

it's a bit upsetting to hear how the cadavers are kept. to be honest.. 5 floating in a tank with skin peeling and falling off?

when i took a humanbio course where we had to handle a plasticised brain. we were constantly reminded to be respectful and handle the brains with care as those brains were kindly donated by ppl.

then again.. i suppose this is science. and you have to explore and play around i suppose.

man.. that genital part was funny.. ehehhe
September 30, 2005   05:26 PM PDT
I will never look at the piece of pak cham kai on my plate in the same way ever again...
September 30, 2005   04:08 PM PDT
cadaver cadaver!
Giant Sotong
September 30, 2005   04:05 PM PDT
Woooahahahahaha! Formalin fumes are bad bad bad! C8-)
Giant Sotong
September 30, 2005   04:01 PM PDT
Woooahahahaha! Formalin fumes are bad bad bad! C8-) Necrophilia is the ewww!

September 30, 2005   03:07 PM PDT
actually, spraying perfume on the surgical mask will help keep the smell away. (that's what my friend did in ireland)

no way am i gonna do med. ugh. dissecting animals was bad enough. the TRAUMA! the SMELL! the GROSS FACTOR!

even eating fried worms and grasshoppers in bangkok wasn't as bad...
September 30, 2005   02:50 PM PDT
when i first dissected frogs, cockroaches and rats, i kept telling myself, all this for the sake of saving more people in the future. and i don't get freaked out anymore. It might not work well with cadavers but I'd just have to remind myself that after this, i get to save more and more people.

Cheh wah, so noble wan me.
September 30, 2005   02:41 PM PDT



September 30, 2005   02:41 PM PDT
ARGH ARGH ARGH AAAAARRRGGGHHH. *clenches guts* why oh why do you have to be so good with descriptions??!!!
September 30, 2005   02:38 PM PDT
*puke puke* Aiyoo. *faint*
September 30, 2005   02:38 PM PDT
eeyerghhh >.<
dead people >.<
i'd get nightmares >.<
jolene you brave girl!
All for the sake of science!

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